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Mei Qian =) 28th Feb 1990

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I've moved!!

lynetteqian.livejournal.com :)

Friday, May 14, 2010

I'm thinking of moving, moving to livejournal. So that I can leave some post really private. So private that it is meant for myself. Yea. Maybe I should.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Saw someone who looked like my ex or maybe it was him at yishun on Monday.

Like WTF?! So my taste was that lousy in the past?! Someone please kill me. I'm too ashamed to live on this land. I can't believed that I dated someone like him in the past! Gosh! Embarassing ttm x infinity!!!

Thank God everything is over! At least I am dating someone who is not bad now?! :/ Haha!

<3 you baby!

Yeah. I am going to put everything behind and start anew. I won't think bout you and those memories that you once gave me. They are worthless shit! I don't need it anymore! Maybe I should learn from Kel, selective amnesia! No. I won't hate you. Nor will I dislike you, I will be neutral towards you. Okay. I will try to be neutral towards you. Keyword: TRY. Andee said that things that you can't have are the best. Nope. Why would I want to treasure something that I can't own. I would rather treasure the ones that I have now, that is WINSON LEOW!! <3 I will love you with all my heart and be a nice girlfriend to you baby!

But still, I will be happy if you broke up with her! Haha! Piss off la you!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Everyone is right. You are not oblige to tell me anything. So be it then. But, let me say this. I'm not jealous. Thanks.

Bye.

Anyway, went for the job interview yesterday. Everything went well, they let me consider whether I wanna take up the job or not. So now, I just wait for the uni's reply and I'm joining them as a volunteer for the time being! :)

Anyone wanna join me? It's time that we give a little bit back to the society! <3

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Love him with all your heart and please stop saying that you don't love him enough. All the sacrifices that you've made just proved one thing, you really do love him.

Bye.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

My mind is in a mess now. What? You are back? Since when?

All this while I was worried for you and now you are back? You didn't say anything. I only saw it through your fb.

I don't know what to say or react. Just shocked. Seems like you've changed. So much so that I don't even know whether I really do know you and that you are my friend for so many years. Speechless and flabbergasted.

Never mind. You seem happy and blessed. Then I truly wish you all the best. I shan't worry too much about you from now on. Since you have found your happiness and willing to love him wholeheartedly. Then, take care.

Bye.


I'm tired of waiting. Waiting for a reply in return that will sadden me. So what's the point? I've made up my mind, I'm gonna work. Till next year, I shall enroll in unisim to do either counselling or social work.

I've sent my resume to the spastic association and I'm going for my interview this coming Monday. Goodbye NUS, NTU and SMU. Who do not want to enter a local university? I do, I really do. I always dreamt of myself doing a course in one of the local unis, preferably NUS. But, when everything goes wrong and you know you can't admit into the uni that you want, you have to look for a second route, a plan B. And that's what I'm doing now.

Mum is a bit unwilling but in the end, she gave me the freedom to choose my path and just don't regret. It was a tough decision, but what can I do since in the first place I did not treasure the second chance that was give to me? Serve me right.